Talking About Similarity (Marina)

Wikipedia Poem, No. 994

i am free of the artists on my leg 
 and mentally like a teddy bear gestation
 on my leg and forever cleaned from my leg 
 suspicion and energy

of time sewn into practice — not theory —
imagination trails on my leg and disappears into suspect and terror
forever — i am free of the artists on my leg
and mentally like a teddy bear gestation
on my leg and forever cleaned from my leg
suspicion and energy — the soft streaks of childhood
my childhood disappears — a ready welcome keep

what is sewn back into a poem
what is sewn back into a social practice
blood into practice — into
theory — i am free from the comfort of artists’
entrails and art disappears in a snap

i feel that loss of blood
thinking become motivation
now i am desperate
to keep what is sewn into my practice
— not the honey — of which i am free in theory
somehow now desperate to out-think
now i am desperate to save someone
when bland disappears into suspicion
and soft abandonment disappears
suspect and disappearance
haruspex and defeasance

suspect and i perceive this blood
a welcome renewal to the theory of thought
the imagination of an affair
an unwelcome gut check with respect to self-indulgence

unwelcome to save another when the theory —
the imagination in theory — untouched vista —
the artist/torturers i am freed from come visit me sometime!

hold what’s sewn onto my leg and it disappears
suspiciously disappears suspiciously disappears
i am desperate to think now of what is sewn into this affair
a 9 year old xerox of why time self indulgence
an unpleasant self-indulgence of the time of awakening makes my blood flow —

imagination of sewing theory
i am free artists comfort and forever
imagination of a soft squeak and energy
trying to hold onto what is sewn into a story
a 9 year gestation of time self-indulgence
crawls through my leg and disappears i suspect
that the loss of blood becomes an unwelcome
respiro alito fiato

i’m thinking now that i am incredibly rich
size an unwelcome breath a hold on what is sewn
into the extramundane nature of time
sewn into comfort and acceptance drag upwards
my leg disappears into the jet stream
i suspect then perceive theory — imagination
of theory

and practice —
not the extramundane nature of comfort
disappears suspicious and xerox of time
self-indulgence and respiro alito fiato
unwanted disadvantages
sewn into nature — not without blood