in my 
  teeth
roots

      this cancer in every sentence 
          in my privileged than 
before something moist 
  and black of days 

      and fine nonsmoking into halves
crawl an expert and find me
      i grabbed that sentence and how 

the grip of my primary care doctors 
      now seemed within a knuckle
this disease and my new wife

    one noncommittal 
technique the black tide  
of laryngology 

        shock of heavy drinking 
    halves made noncommittal 
uses of non-infection

have future 
have the ping of advice 
have a helicopter gently landing